Today my mind is blank. Completely blank.
There is nothing to be found up there today. Nada.
I wanted to read. Couldnt decide what I want to read.
I wanted to see a movie. Couldnt decide on what movie I wanted to watch.
I wanted to watch Mad Men. Couldnt concentrate and turned it off.
I wanted to clean my room. I got tired after 2 minutes and decided I was too sick to clean (partly true).
I wanted to eat lunch. Couldnt decide what I wanted to eat (which led to starvation and major binge session 3 hours later)
And whoop: its 7.30 and I have done NOTHING all day. NADA.
Not that I was planning on moving around too much today, but come on.
That right there is Amina in a nutshell.
I get bored.
I want to do something about that. What happens?
I cant decide what I want to do or watch: I get mad at myself. I do NOTHING or watch something ive seen countless of times.
Today I went trough Gilmore girls season 1. Again.
Next week, when im going to school, working and want to suck in all the londonfever Ive missed out on this week, I will HATE myself for not watching all those series or movies that most def. will pop into my head in about 2 days when I have NO time to watch em. Congrats. I suck.
Tomorrow I am NOT staying in. Tonsillitis can suck it! I am going to fling myself if im stuck inside one more day.
I am going central. I am going central even if it´ll take the best of me!
I DONT CARE!